Maybe men and women cannot just be friends without one of them thinking about something more. So yes friends, but other thoughts being present. i have a feeling that the male friends in my life are thinking about wanting something more. No way in hell will that ever be allowed, nor would it ever be something i would ask Master for. We will continue to see what happens, but i know my gut is right. i wonder how Master will have me handle them????

Saw a kids movie last night. Can you beleive it was about finding a Master? There was no purpose in their life without a Master. i understand that. Without Master, what purpose would i have? i need Him.

Have you ever wore something daily and never remove it? Ever. Like a piece of jewelry for example. When you remove it how does that make you feel? Naked? Is it the jewelry that means something or just the loss of something there that you are used to? 

Master told me this morning that i need to work on my self esteem. How does one do that? Might have to look into that more. Or can one just change how one thinks permanently? Just say yup i'm gonna think different from here on out and just do it!?!?

i am horny!